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♥Maura♥20years young. Manju Lover. Canadian. Traveler. Language,Music, Reading,Writing Lover. Music Fanatic.♥

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It cold out. It grey. My mom is in the emergency room at the hospital. A friend of my mine asked the guy I like out, right in front of me (knowing that I liked him). 

I cried. I cried some more. I feel alone (which I know deep down is a lie). 

 However, in these sad times I have talked to many wonderful people. People who have given amazing advice and opinions.

I’m heart broken and feel betrayal. I am scared for the future…what will lay in store for me? Where will I go? When will I graduate? Will I fall in love.  All these things that should not bother me….do. It’s human nature I guess. I am fighting with the voice inside of me that is putting me down. 

I want to scream, cry and shout but do not want to be judge for it. 

This post is very depressing….very self-centred. I realize that. However, I need to write it because if I don’t I am bottling up my emotions. 

Even if there is some small part of me that taunts me with “you have no friends”….I know that is false. I know amazing people and I am so grateful they allow me to be their friend. 

 

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Love | via Facebook on We Heart It.

Love | via Facebook on We Heart It.

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Okay 💙 ? on We Heart It.

Okay 💙 ? on We Heart It.

Tagged with: #disney  #film  #prince  #love  #life  #okay  #princess  #strong  
LOVE on We Heart It.

LOVE on We Heart It.

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I have a crush on a guy…..! However, I am pretty sure he does not feel the same way back. I like how he smiles and how he talks so confident and passionately about things he likes. Whenever I am around him I cannot speak without my voice shaking. I tell myself every time I see him that I can do this, just talk to him, get to know him….what the worst he could do : reject me? Easier thought than done. 

Today he wasn’t in class and I was sadden by that. However, I turned around and there he was.

Tagged with: #guy  #crush  #cute  #hot  #sexy  #boys  #love  #quote  #truth  #blog  #life  #inlove  
Shadow of Angel | via Tumblr on We Heart It.

Shadow of Angel | via Tumblr on We Heart It.

Shadow of Angel | via Tumblr on We Heart It.

Shadow of Angel | via Tumblr on We Heart It.

i feel depress. I feel lonely. The worst of it all is that I feel like there is no one I can talk to..

I was such a happy person living in Tokyo. I love the people I go to meet and got to know. However, now I feel like my new self is hidden and honestly, I don’t really care for my old self. 

Tagged with: #depressed  #depression  #sad  #life  #feelings  #friends  #frustration  
Brother Zachariah: I want to see Tessa more than anything in the world
People who've only read tmi: aw how sweet, I wonder who this Tessa is
tid fans: OMFG JEM MY BABY JESSA JESUS CHRIST JESSA I'VE WAITED HUNDREDS OF YEARS FOR THIS JEM JEM LET ME HUG YOU BROTHER ZACHARIAH HURRY UP AND BECOME JEM AGAIN SO YOU TWO CAN GET MARRIED AND HAVE LITTLE SHADOWHUNTER/WARLOCK CHILDREN
My reaction exactly !!!
Aifel tower | via Facebook on We Heart It.

Aifel tower | via Facebook on We Heart It.

Tagged with: #france  #girl  #gloves  #love  #paris  #sky  #winter  #see the world  #travel  #view  #aifel tower  #aifel  

thingsmayneverchange:

Everything was perfect.My mom was the best. I could’ve tell her anything, but then I learned the truth and my whole life changed. My name is not my name. My home is not my home.My life is not my life.My mom is not my mom.She is..my kidnapper

Tagged with: #finding carter  #gif  #television